廣島之戀

廣島之戀 - 張洪量／莫文蔚 曲/詞/編︰張洪量

男：你早就該拒絕我　
不該放任我的追求
給我渴望的故事　
留下丟不掉的名字

女：時間難倒回　
空間易破碎
二十四小時的愛情
是我一生難忘的美麗回憶

男：越過道德的邊境　
我們走過愛的禁區
享受幸福的錯覺　
誤解了快樂的意義

女：是誰太勇敢　
說喜歡離別
只要今天不要明天
眼睜睜看著愛從指縫中溜走　
還說再見

男：不夠時間好好來愛你
女：早該停止風流的遊戲
合：願被你拋棄　就算了解而分離 不願愛的沒有答案結局＋
男：不夠時間好好來恨你
女：終於明白恨人不容易
合：愛恨消失前　用手溫暖我的臉 位我証明我曾真心愛過你
男：愛過你
女：愛過你
男：愛過你
女：愛過你
合：愛過你

I Have Nothing

Being in love, it makes us so vulnerable. It opens our chest and opens up our heart to allow someone get inside us and mess us up. We build up all defenses, build up a whole suit of armor so that nothing can hurt us but love takes hostages. It gets inside of us and leaves us crying in the darkness ... ... It hurts. Not just in the imagination, not just in the mind but it's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain ... ...

The truth may hurt for a little while but a lie hurts forever ... ...

"Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth."

I HAVE NOTHING - Whitney Houston

Share my life, take me for what I am
Coz I'll never change all my colors for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide

Well, don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you, you, you, you, you...

You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love mmmmm...
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember, forever

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing...

Well,don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me no...
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
ooohhh, ooooh
if i don't have you, oohh...

I Will Always Love You

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU - Whitney Houston

If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way

And I... will always love you, oohh
Will always love you
You my darling you
Mmm-mm

Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So good-bye please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you you need

And I... will always love you
I... will always love you
You, ooh

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy and happiness
But above all this I wish you love

And I... will always love you
I... will always love you

I, I will always love you....
You darling I love you
I'll always
I'll always
Love you..
Oooh
Ooohhh

All By Myself

"All By Myself" was recorded by Celine Dion in 1996, the fourth hit single from her album Falling Into You.

ALL BY MYSELF - Celine Dion

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

Perth, Australia

Perth, Australia (09-17 January 2010)

Orthopaedic

Been to NUH (National University Hospital) today for the first appointment of orthopaedic, not much things the doctor can do and they were just physically examining my knee cap.

On 05 Jan, I felt an unbearable sharp pain occurred in my left kneel cap when I tried to stand-up from squatting down to turn on the switch. It was so painful that I can't even pull myself to stand up straighten my leg and thought I might have sprained my knee cap. That was in the middle of the night and fortunately, my friend stay nearby offer to send me to NUH (not to wake-up my parents to get them worry for me).

My first time in an A&E (Accident and Emergency) and it took almost 3-4 hours to complete the whole consultation after the first attended by the nurse. My friend was telling me that it is normal process in the A&E in Spore during the middle of the night. My goodness! Eventhough is not an death or live issue for my case but to have to wait for 3-4 hours is really a killing.

Anyway, went thru the x-ray and found loose bones in my knee joint which caused the pain and could be due to past accidents or fall down which I may not notice earlier. So the doctor had my knee bandage which I need to walk with crutchers and to fix an appointment to visit the orthopaedic.

After examining in the orthopadeic clinic today, the doctor advised to conduct a MRI scan for further diagnosis. However, I need to travel to Perth on tomorrow for my course attachment which I can only be able to fix the appointment after I came back from Perth in another couple of weeks. Nevertheless, doctor has advised that is fine for me to travel but is just that I got to be careful in movement.

I just pray and hope that God's grace is with me that everything will be fine when Im travelling on tomorrow onwards so that my parents will not be that worry for me.

Footprints In The Sand

FOOTPRINTS - Mary Stevenson

"One night I had a dream
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord, and
Across the sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand;
One belonged to me, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of my life flashed before us,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that many times along the path of my life,
There was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life
This really bothered me, and I questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
You would walk with me all the way;
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,
There is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why in times when I needed you the most, you should leave me.
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child. I love you, and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering.
When you saw only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."

"Footprints in the Sand", a song written by Richard Page, Per Magnusson, David Kreuger and Simon Cowell and produced by Steve Mac for Leona Lewis's debut album. It was released in March 2008 as Lewis's third UK single.

FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND - Leona Lewis

You walked with me, footprints in the sand
And helped me understand where I'm going
You walked with me when I was all alone
With so much I know along the way
Then I heard you say

I promise you, I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life flash across the sky
So many times have I been so afraid
And just when I have thought I lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say

I promise you, I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
And I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary, well, I know you'll be there
And I can feel you when you say

I promise you, I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I promise you, I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand